Were you at APIS? Not present I guess, but perhaps you heard you were
toasted at the Roman Baths Dinner Party-not roasted-by Terry King.  It was
a nice gesture, even generous.  I  would say, reconsider leaving.  You are
not the only cranky member.  As an older member of the alternative process
community, and a psychologist, I confess I would like to read more gracious
exchanges than some that have passed over my screen but I would rather have
cranky than blah.
Karl Koenig